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Saturday, May 22, 2004

*Have You Ever

1) kissed your cousin: no

2) Ran away: no but thought bout it


4) been in love: yea
5) cried when someone died: yea
6) broken a bone: no
7) drank alcohol: yea
8) lied: yup
9) cried in school: yes

WHICH IS BETTER:
10) coke or pepsi:pepsi

11) sprite or 7up: make 7-up urz
12) girls or guys: GUYS
13) flowers or candy: umm..it dont matter

14) scruff or clean shaven:um...haha

15) Quiet or loud: LOUD
16) blondes or brunettes: brunettes
17) bitchy or smutty: wait bitchy

18) Tall or short: SHORT
19) pants or shorts: PANTS


WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
20) what do you notice first: smile

21) last person you slow danced with: greg

22) Worst thing to do: let them know how u feel
THE LAST TIME:
23) showered: TODAY
24) had sex: never ima good gurl
25) had a great time with the opposite sex:um...may 8th [[went to tha movies wif cameron]]
WHAT IS:
26) your good luck charm: um...i ono

27) Person you hate the most: EVELYN!!!! I HATE THAT STUPID BITCH ASS HOE

28) the best thing that has happened to you today: nothing...yet...

FAVORITES:
29) color: baby blue or baby pink

30) movie: YOU GOT SERVED
31) book: chicken soup

32) subject in school: dont got 1

33) Juice: APPLE
34) cars: escalade

35) ice cream: cookie dough

36) holiday: CHRISTMAS
37) season: SUMMER
38) breakfast food: WAFFLES
39) music: Hip-Hop, R&B, Rock,
DO YOU EVER:
40) sit by the phone waiting for a phone call at night: nope

41) save Internet conversations: negative

42) save emails: yea
43) wish you were someone else: all tha time

44) wish you were a member of the opposite sex: NO

 45) Cried because of someone's mean words: yes

46) cologne: adidas

48) kiss: HEHE
49) day of life: dunno

50) most recent advice given to you: keep ur head up
DO YOU:
51) color your hair: NO

53) Have piercing: yes

54) Have a boyfriend/girlfriend: nope
55) own a web cam: naw

57) Ever get off the computer: YES

59) Habla espanol: a veces

60) quack: only wen the time is rite 

HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU:
61) stolen anything: yea
62) smoke: a couple times [[rico knows wuts up haha]]

63) schizophrenic: twitch: of course not
64) obsessive: not really
65) compulsive: huh?
66) Obsessive compulsive: haha...of...course...not...
67) panic: yea
68) anxiety: sumtimes
69) depressed: all the time
70) suicidal: ac ouple times

71) obsessed with hate: no
72) dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore: haha no

73) you could be anywhere, where would you be? um...in??????? arms

74) can you do anything freakish with your body: prolly

75) what facial feature do you find the most attractive:  lips and smile

76) would you vote for a woman candidate for president: yeah
77) would you marry for money:nope

78) have you had braces: naw

79) have you ever eaten fish: yea
80) do you like hairy backs? NO
81) could you live without a computer: no
82) do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list, etc.? AIM

83) if so, how many people are on your lists: 144

84) if you could live in any post time period, which would it be? not sure

85) Do you drink enough water: i ono

86) do you wear shoes in the house or take them off: I WEAR MY SHOES AT ALL TIMES
87) what is your favorite fruit: strawberries

 88) Do you eat wheat bread or white: white

89) do you kiss on the first date: um...haha depends i guess

91) Do you dream in color or black and white: ooh the pretty colors
92) are you wearing fingernail polish: nope

93) do you have any dimples: nope

94) Do you remember being born:naw uh

95) Why do you take survey's: to take mi mind off stuff
96) do you drink alcohol: yeah sometimes [[eileen knows haha]]

97) what is the best accent: WHAT?
98) Who do you want to kiss: um thats cofidentual
99) do you like sunrises or sunsets the most: sunsets

100) do you want to live to be 100? um...not sure at tha moment

101) is a flat stomach important to you:no
102) are you loyal: to a guy? yes i am and 2 mai friends

103) are you tolerant of other people's beliefs: yea
104) when you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? Both
105) do you have nightmares frequently: nope
107) do you think you can draw well: haha no
108) at what age did you find out Santa Claus wasn't real: I was like 8
109) how many pairs of shoes are in your closet? 10 and half dont even fit meeh

110) DO you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like variety? WELL MY OUTFITS GOTTA MATCH
111) do you write poetry: sometimes

112) do you snore: no
113) do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides? Sides
114) dog/cat? dOGS
115) do you lick stamps: YES
116) do you use an electric can opener? nope
117) have you ridden in a hot air balloon: no
118) which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain: emotional
119) favorite TV show: gillmore gurLs
120) do you know anyone who is clinically depressed: I think so
121) do you prefer a piano or violin: piano.
122) Are you a sex addict?haha yes jk jk  no im not

123) do you know someone who has cancer? yea...mai uncle...=[
124) do you like to argue: yes
125) do you hunt: no
126) do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants: fast food
127) would you rather vist a zoo or an art museum: art museum! Zoo
128) do you have a middle name? yes
129) are you basically a happy person: YUP
130) are you tired?: of what?
131) DID you drink anything with caffeine in it today? not yet

132) how many phones do you have in your house: 2

134) do you get along with your parents? No
135) what color of eyes do you prefer: blue or green

136) first name: ask your DAD...he was screaming it from the top of her lungs last night
137) were you named after anyone? no

138) do you wish on stars?: um...
139) when did you last cry:last night

140) if you were making a movie about yourself, what would the title be? not sure...

141) do you like your handwriting: yea i guess

142) who do you admire and why?i admire mai cuzin eileen cuz um...shes tha best 
143) WHAT is the #1 priority in your life? tryin 2 be a better person
144) what is your favorite lunchmeat? ham
145) ANY bad habits: um...no not really

146) what is your most embarrassing CD? shania twain

147) if you were another person, would you be friends with yourself: yea duh!

149) have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? um...yes

150) have you ever stolen anything: yea just once tho

151) do looks matter: not really...but u cant be like GOD DAMN ugly tho

152) have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid: yes
153) do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow: rainbows are for fags
154) do fish have feelings: no, neither do chickens
155) are you trendy? no
156) HOW do you release anger? yell and scream into mai pillow

158) Do you trust others easily: nope

159) What was your favorite toy as a child? um..carebear doll

160) what class in school do you think is totally useless? geography

161) do you like sappy love songs? Yea
162) have you ever been on radio or television: no
163) do you have a journal: yea
164) do you use sarcasm a lot:yea
165) have you ever been in another country: yes eileens house..jk jk no i havent
166) what do you look for in a girl/guy?: um...personality and they gots 2 have a nice smile and perdy eyes

167) what is/are your nickname? cookie monster [[judy haha]] and um..rayray

168) would you bungee jump? Yes
169) do you untie your shoes when you take them off? NO
170) what are you worried about right now?: a lot

171) do you think you are strong: emotionally...kinda ..mentally ...yes

172) what's your least favorite thing in the world: EVELYN!!!!

173) how many wisdom teeth do you have? none

174) what would you change about yourself: everything
175) I need: a BF
176) I find: stuff
177) I want: a BF
178) I have: a heart

179) I wish: 4 a BF
180) I love: everybody knows tha answer 2 that 1!!!

181) I hate: ppl
182) I miss: *******

183) I fear: death

184) I feel: DEPRESSED
185) I hear: music 24/7
186) I smell: tommy gurL

187) I wonder: if he still loves meeh

188) I regret: being born...

189) are you glad this is over? it is?
190) Are you mad that its not? no

191) ok its over for real: ok

192) but don’t you think we should go to 200?sure

193) favorite cartoon: dont got 1

194) favorite day of the week: FRIDAY
195) favorite game: BAKETBALL
196) favorite word: pan

197) favorite swear word: "dunno

198) favorite question asked here: n/a
199) what would you do if there is a question 201? nothing

200) you really think its over now? Yes


hey peeps well im writing in here cuz im bored and i need 2 let some of mai shit out...ok here goes...sometimes i dont think people understand meeh and when they "do understand" they take it as a joke or they think im just a drama queen. and b4 i didnt really kare wut people said or thought bout meeh but its been gettin 2 mai head fer awhile. i got so many haters it aint even funny!! i mean like it feels as if i got more haters than i do friends. gosh i ono wut 2 do sometimes. like i know i can tell mai cuzins vanessa and eileen errything but like i dont want 2 scare them wif some of tha things that i have 2 say. so i guess like all mai depression and anger builds up. and i know thats not a good thing but i cant say anything 2 anybody. i feel that i cant trust any1 and tha 1 person i can trust i hardly ever see or talk 2 him anymore... i hope u know who u r... gosh and i like this person a lot and like i know ive liked a lot of people this year and some people i aint gonna mention any names prolly think that its just another person on mai list but its not! i really care bout this persson and i dont want anything 2 come between us but it seems that something has i just dont know wut! i really need 2 talk 2 him i ono how 2 get ahold of him! and like i told joycey some of mai problems and she helped meeh a lot! thanx joycey. so gosh i ono how 2 describe mai feelings right now cuz theres just so much going on! and i got some happy news bout mai dad! and fer those of u guys who know wuts up well...its working! yay! but thats tha only good thing thats happened in a while...but gosh like at sk0oL i cant even talk 2 a guy with out sum1 thinkin im "flirting" gosh stupid people these days. im just wonderiin if he likesmeeh tha same as he did b4 bcuz i fell more feelings fer him..i dunno....i am tha most confused person in tha worLd right now...i need 2 taLk 2 eileen or monie!!but tha 1 person that i really really really need 2 taLk 2 is cameron! but b4 i go i wanna thank mai asian friend judy lolz fer bein the 1 thats been k0oL wif meeh through all this.. well imma go now til mai fingers hit tha keyboard im out l ike this...POOF!


Wednesday, May 19, 2004

hey peeps howz it going? as fer meeh its been ok.lolz well yea heres mai new xanga! i think its hella better than mai last 1 dont u think eddie? lolz . THANX GEORGE FER FIXING IT FER MEEH! UR THA BEST!!! well um...2day was pretty k0oL i guess. 1st period we review tha "tarea" and did a couple of roman numerals. then 2nd period we reviewed tha test we took yesterday and i got a 7 out of 22 lolz o well.  i dont really kare. then um i went to work wif joy-cey  cuz mrs. winter said we could work in partners plus there wasnt any more science books left...lolz anywho we didnt do our work.....we just talked bout gurL stuff....u know... and um..then tha bell rang and i waited fer paulina [[ mai lover ]] lolz and twin then we went 2 nutrition and of course meeh and p aulina got tha usual... FREAKIN COOKIE lolz it was heLLa good 2 haha. and then talked 2 natalie cuz we were talking bout sum1 no names [[ david martinez ]] haha well yea i saw freaken eddie!!!! but tha pan didnt say hi lolz its ok tho i see how he is!!!!! haah jk eddie. then um...paulina and twin walked wif meeh and beans to 3rd period and then they left cuz they were already late!!!! lolz but who kares huh paulina!!! ITS JUST MRS. SIMON!!! haha ur a pan jk. then um...we had 2 try 2 get some of our dance finished but we didnt. lolz we all felt lazy. our group hasnt really come up with any dance yet...i ono y tho...i think its cuz were all gurLs and we tend 2 talk alot but iono lolz. samantha kept TRYING  2 get freaky then omg it was so funny freakin mrs. martinez was lookin at her do her thang omg it was so funnny!!!!! haha then after i saw CARRRRRRRRRRLITOS haha i like makin fun of his name hehe. then walked wif kinky michael to 4th period and in 4th period i had 2 do a test. mr. conteares called meeh cutie 2day freakin guy. jk but yea hes a tite health teacher! but hes a dork sometimes. then um....waited fer twin and paulina 2 get out of class... well only paulina cuz she got in trouble fer being "racist" lolz so all 3 of us walked 2 lunch...then tha freakin gurL paulina grabbed mai hand and we were holdin hands so twin left cuz he said we were embarrassing him lolz...bur meeh and paulina only do that 2 get him mad...lolz...then at lunch we just kicked it in tha quad. but i had 2 pull andrew [[ paulinas man ]] 2 tha side 2 tell him 2 losen up a bit cuz hes freakin quiet...stupid kidd jk haha. well then um i talked 2 mai bestest friend frankie and we talked bout some thangs and yea... then we had 2 go to 5th period and in there all i did was write mai mija a lletter cuz i had nothing better to doi hate algebra! sheesh. then walked wif miguel and sarah to 6th period and sarah ...well i ono wut 2 say bout her....shes confusing...then saw mai mija so she waited fer meeh so we can go 2 our classso we did and yea,,,i convinced mrs. felzer 2 let meeh move by her cuz i "couldnt see" so she moved meeh haha then um....did work!!!! haha then i found out some scandolous shit!! i was like  wtf. but hey there are some stupid people out there. but anywho... tha bell rang but she didnt dismiss us. so meeh and diana were tired of waiting so we just jammed....we didnt kare then errybody else started 2 leave so yea that was mai day. now im here in mai room and mai mom is sick so she got hom early [[awww nuts]] jk but yea i guess ill talk 2 u peeps later mmk? much love....meeh


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